Antwan
11-05-2020, 04:17 AM
So my overall change for this year has been accepting things.
Like, being more present instead of being consumed by desire.
A lot of growth I wasn't ready for honestly.
Between moving back home, starting and ending an online relationship that had gone toxic, and failed dreams
-it's been nuts, and hard to show up for people. My personality is literally goofy and positive.
I thought last year was tough with a near death experience, but this year broke me.
Point in this transparency being, we're all going through something, and it will always be okay.
That's pretty much what my channel has evolved into aswell, and I chronicled the last year.
I'm not pushing optimisim as much as I'm just saying, at some point, get over it. When you're ready. But humans are tough.
Check out my video playlist if you like. This has quite literally been my therapy and I'm more than happy to share.
Maybe it'll help someone else too.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLxEikvID7xek89XyfMNypvazGPfxGBmW
Like, being more present instead of being consumed by desire.
A lot of growth I wasn't ready for honestly.
Between moving back home, starting and ending an online relationship that had gone toxic, and failed dreams
-it's been nuts, and hard to show up for people. My personality is literally goofy and positive.
I thought last year was tough with a near death experience, but this year broke me.
Point in this transparency being, we're all going through something, and it will always be okay.
That's pretty much what my channel has evolved into aswell, and I chronicled the last year.
I'm not pushing optimisim as much as I'm just saying, at some point, get over it. When you're ready. But humans are tough.
Check out my video playlist if you like. This has quite literally been my therapy and I'm more than happy to share.
Maybe it'll help someone else too.
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLLxEikvID7xek89XyfMNypvazGPfxGBmW