yeah man, I hear ya, I know the feeling, for me it's more of an envy towards talent though, best thing I can do on a skateboard is a shove-it and a smithstall, So I actually bought a cruiser just so I don't have to explain to people why I can't do a freaking kickflip haha. I also just thoroughly enjoy the feeling of riding a board, everytime I'm on foot I just think, why the fuck didn't I bring my board!?