"beautiful.."
"great"
"EVERY clip had something positive"
"stupid good."
"jawdropping."
"unbitable"...

you guys are some funky drugs....
or hard heroin....

last night i got two clips....
a run and a single clip....
both had more character than half of this film...

and thats when i figured out something...

1....
i need my shit to be "perfect"...
if its not...
its not worth the efforts of filming capturing and editing..

my fault is the time i spent on these spots in general...
i was constantly running through parks for spots and clips...
its my own fault and it shows....

2....
everybody that plays this game rolls straight when there rolling around...
i dont...
i curve alot...
i like to roll around....
loose...
aggressive....(i dont use aggressive in the game)
"i feel like im nascar heating up my tires"...drunk last night...

now...
my cams always roll in a straight line...
its just my character thats constantly curving back and forth..
so the cam has to move alil left and right to keep him in the screen...
the outcome is alot of back and forth...

which im sorry for and im also not/cant/wont/refuse/dill death do us part- going to stop doing....

its fun...


point is...

i love you guys too but you bet your fucking ass the full part will be something youll need a puke bag, ear muffs, a bib, diaper and 100 dollars in ones cause im goin all out...




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