Antwan -
Here's the thing man, the last couple of times you ragequit were a big mess of bruised ego and honestly too much pride. You're a nice guy, but you're kind of an oddity. I'm not going to say your skating sucks, but I will say I feel like you half-ass it. You have these ideas for tricks, which sound nice, but I don't think I've ever seen you post something that looks like you took the time to learn something solidly before moving onto the next thing. That trick you posted, fairly put, wasn't what you claimed it to be. Had you gotten a running start, dropped the board on the ledge under your feet, and slid on it using your momentum from the run in for the speed it'd be legit. Are you going to go back and learn to do the trick the right way or move onto the next one?
For any of us who've seen you in the past, we're going to assume you're going to keep up the same song and dance. Sorry, bro, again, not just saying this to be a dick, but if you're the guy who keeps claiming tricks you're not doing, you're never going to earn any respect. If you keep doing that, the not earning will turn into earning, but defiantly not respect. Maybe it's contempt, or just being written off, but all your hard work isn't earning you what you're after. And yeah, I know you're going to feed me a line about "just being curious about what other people think," but the fact you're constantly coming to your own defense speaks to the fact that you indeed are here for approval. And there's no shame in that, man. I post my shit here for the same reason, and yeah, it sucks if someone shits on it, but that's the risk.
Long story short, man, you gotta learn to walk before you can tell the kids in your neighborhood you can run. I'm not trying to bum you out, but dude, you're like a chihuahua trying to bark like a german shepherd. If the editing process is your thing, grab your cam, meet the heads at your local park, and offer to film them. If you want to be doing your own skating, take the time to learn it and earn the credit. Don't bitch when someone offers you constructive criticism either way, and don't feed the fire if someone's just trying to shit talk you and get a rise out of you. That, in my very honest opinion, is your "character" here at Fluckit. And again, you've gotten pissed and "quit" at least a couple times that I've seen. Fair enough to come home, but man, don't do it just to set yourself up to get that pissed again. It's only going to earn you more negative sentiment from people like Rep, and dude... Obviously myself to some extent. You're better than all that, step up your game, you deserve that much.
Live your life how you want and all, but this is someone trying to tell you how it's being taken in by other people. If you honestly don't care about that, more power to you. I don't think that's true, personally. Human beings tend to care about shit like that, it's natural. But, either way, there's my two cents for their full value.