Somedays i have this thing. Dont know if its like OCD or what but its only occasionally not all the time.
I have to mirror my movements. Like say i itch my right eye. I then have to itch my left eye or it feels odd. Its especially with rubbing my fingers i find.
Wierd.
i have conversations with myself as well
i also find porn very boring
i dont like dark rooms with mirrors
halloween haunted houses genuinely scare me stemming from a experience i had when i was 5
cant watch the exorcist again as i sometimes have hallucinations of linda blaire from the film. and its only linda blaire, i can see anyone else in the makeup and be fine but she truly bothers me through out the day and night
i lack sympathy sometimes even with friends and family
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Sound like u have Tourette syndrome.. do you do some of the things these kids do http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HPmpIY7XJVE
Have you ever tried putting lotion on every hour religiously? maybe it would fix u up.. If you dont allow eczema to dry out then your skin shouldn't get to messed up...dont be lazy about it.. try doing this for a month and see what happens
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I think I brushed on this before. But when I was 12 I had a growth problem. From 12-17 I didn't grow, not even a mm. I had to go to our big fancy children's hospital every couple months. They measured EVERYTHING, I was one visit away from getting growth hormones when right before my senior year I started growing. I was 95lbs and about 5' tall almost all throughout highschool. I def got the shitty end of a lot of beatings. But I was always tight with people that were big enough and popular enough to have my back. On several occasions I had a bully pinned to the ground by football player types and I could do with them as I wish. Not that I would change any of it because it shaped me into who I am. But there was many times someone I thought was my friend would join in on giving me a pretty shitty time. Then when I'd be alone with them they would be my friend. That's prob the main reason I started skating. All my skater friends never judged. Anyway this pic was around my freshman year. You can see my dellima.
Clay is a rad guy on and off the field
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