Well, This isn't happening just wanted to let you all know.

Done man!
No more videos, I work too hard to deal with the negative.
Took me a while to realize but it just isn't fun anymore, trying to meet an expectation or approval of a complete stranger.
I know you all look at this like, what? It hasn't been the same experience for me here.
I wouldn't say anyone here is really even a friend.. We never play together, we're just on eachother's lists.
With the exception of Legba, who hasn't even been here that long.
5 years of feeling like an outcast on a skateboarding forum of all places, still had hope I guess.
There is no way you should be taking this, it's not about you, it's about me and I'm done.
Was attempting to dig a bit deeper and try new things and revive old ones, just wasn't enough.

AntwanIsDead.